There are times in life you must do something that deep down inside you really don’t want to do but in the end, you know the only person you’re fooling is yourself. Sometimes this requires breaking away from others you have known for decades. You have to accept the fact that others have very full lives and for some reason, you don’t. This is especially tough as you grow older. In the end by making this decision your life really won’t change that much and that creates a void in your soul that cannot be filled.